LiFe is NotHiNg BUT a DREAM.....

life is crappy

2008-01-06T00:59:00.000+08:00

welcome 2008!! unknowingly i still have a loyal fan for my not-so-updated blog. well, juz a quick update for those didnt see me for centuries and happen to know that i have a blog. I am currently WORKING PERMANENTLY in DSTA as a project engineer. as u can tell, it is kinda boring job so i shall save u guys from my whinning. and my life is as mundane as ever. recently i picked up a new hobby, SHOPPING!!! where a large portion of my pay goes to. i am a good citizen trying to boost the economy of singapore. meanwhile, i m also loooking n searching for goals in my life AND trying to pick up a new hobby which is less expensive. i have no idea what i like and i have no interest in anything. pls dun ask me why.

well, lets recap 2007

jan - piahing fyp
feb - piahing fyp
mar - my bday! still piahing fyp n settling my US trip thingy
apr - exam started n fyp ended
may - exam ended and US here i COME!
jun - sep - in US having shiok life... got A- for fyp woooohoooooooo!!
oct - nua-ing
nov - my sad life begins..
dec - my sad life continues...

hope my entry didnt bored u to death, deafne!
hahahahhahaha...
ok, i m bo liao

my last lap...

2007-04-29T23:31:00.000+08:00

exam period is here again.. so i m here again. these will be my last exam.. i hope.. usual stuff - exam is here n i dont feel like studying so i m doing nonsense n nutz again. this semester is quite a relaxing one. what a nice way to end my school-hood. had been skipping most of my lessons, spending time in an ultra-dry lab scrapping pig's esophagus and which causes my hair to frizzzzz. luckily, everything is over. hope my fyp is good and so will be my exam. i know i only have a fan for my blog (maybe she no longer reads it as i hardly maintain it), i still decided to keep this blog going.. again. i am goin to US in a couple of weeks time. yes, back to the same place. i know most of the responses are: SIAO AH! ya.. siao la... but this time round will be spending 4 months there.. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee......... i will be going to more places this time round. my IDEAL plan is to florida -> san diego ->LA-> LV -> san frans. as i said, is IDEAL... hopefully i can get to more places. i will work till i drop dead this summer. just got to know from bob recently that a bulgarian girl who was on the same program as me for last summer, SHE MARRIED AN AMERICAN.. i was like SIAO AH! this is really amazing.. those ang mohs.. really dunno what going through their mind. one summer can get married! my goodness... who knows.. i may become an american this summer! HAHA... well, hope i will get to see wentworth miller (in case u dunno whos that, he is the lead in prison break, micheal scofield). Ahhhhh.... i will jump on him for a surprise. we got so much in common.. he's an engineer so m i... he loves tattoo so m i.. okok... just going crazy... the second person i wan to meet is ami james. well, i know many dunno who the hell he is. he is the guy in miami ink. the boss of a tattoo shop. he is so COOL... i will go to miami beach n look for ya. ok, i shall not be greedy. just this 2 will be good.

well, becoz of the trip, i will be missing my grad ceremony. anyone good at photoshop? maybe can put me inside.. hahahahaha.. so i wun feel left out.. wait for me to take pictures manz! dun throw again ur gown. tata~ got to study again.. my whole family is at m'sia except for me, papa and pp. how sad. and my dad ate my dinner... so hungry now... ggrrrr.....

updates...

2007-03-01T00:58:00.000+08:00

well, i decided to blog again since i have a loyal fan. only one. thats right. because of u!! i decided to pen my thoughts again. i juz realised i had 2 unpublish drafts. one was right after my exam, the other was at the end of 2006. supposingly to be a rounding up of the year. but i was juz too lazy to finish them up. anyway, it will be about my US trip again, my operation blah blah blah... so, i think i dont have to do it again. aniwaes, I M GG TO US AGAIN... i had to go through a dramatic weekend before i was allowed to go... it was so dramatic that half of my brain cells were dead. so u guys cant blame me for becoming stupider. this sem nothing much happen.. just bz with my fyp, slacking and wasting my life away as usual.. awaiting to get my ass to US.. hopefully will be better than last summer...

i am back again..

2006-11-17T12:55:00.000+08:00

here i am back again. for those who are dying to read my blog. hahahaha.. well, nothing much happened for the past few months. usual~ now is exam period. thats y i m blogging. i like to do weird things at weird time. last exam i spent most of my time playing maple. now, i decided to start blooging again. this is my 2nd blog. the first one died after a few months which i started it like 3 years back. i am just too lazy to update what's happening. usually all my friends know what is happening or what had happened to me. i am a person with no secrets. and i dont see the point of keep updating it as it is always just that few friends would bother to read my blog.
it has been months i return from my US trip. seems like everyone has moved on except me. i m not particularly missing anyone or anything but the feeling is just so different. but the trip ws a wonderful one! it was something i wouldnt forget in this lifetime. especially all the people i met! regardless whether they will remember me or not. we came from all around world to an arrogant land and we hit off as good friends. friends for a lifetime i hope.
but ever since i came back, i felt more negative than ever. i felt like i m a giant NEGATIVE SIGN! lots of things have been going through my mind. thinking of whatever nonsense. my future, what i want to do when i grad, where i want to go, where to get the money, how come i m so useless, y m i not motivated, y m i still daydreaming... it is just never ending. i can write an encylopedia-thick book on how negative i m. i m not complaining. i am just wondering how come i m so negative. i know i m fortunate enough. but i just could not help it to feel this way. i need to change. think i m too greedy. anyway, i am a human being. greed is part of us. alright, enough of the negative shit. i will blog again..

life is precious..

2006-09-01T00:04:00.000+08:00

while i was back in US, SGH called me and said that someone needed my bone marrow. i was surprised. actually i signed up to be in the bone marrow donor program like when i was back in jc. i almoz forgotten abt it. and of course, i agreed to go for a blood test when i am back in spore. today i got a reply from the hospital. the person said that there's a very slight mismatch. the doctor is now talking to the patient's wife whether to carry on. the person-in-charge said that the chances of finding a unrelated donor is 1 out 20000 and siblings is 1 out of 4. how amazing. i actually matched with someone i never see in my life. life is precious.. so i urged everyone to sign up for such programs. who knows, u may be able to save someone one day..

US

2006-08-15T14:47:00.000+08:00

i m finally back from my US trip. well, it was a fun and fulfilling one. of course the job wasn't that exciting, is all the other internationals that i had met made the trip a wonderful one! especially the BULGARIANS!! they r really the nicest people of all. there r a few worth mentioning. especially elidiya and boryana. i would say they r the ones who are closest to me and lin. and elis too!! whenever we said we are leaving, she will just break down. i cant believe on my 2nd last day, she came to my room in the morning to say goodbye coz she thought i was leaving on the day itself. she was weeping like crazy! she said she cried all her way to work. HOW TOUCHING! it was really sad to leave them. of course, there are also other nationalities. there are people from jamaica, turkey and russia. of course, there are also nice singaporeans and PRCs faking to be singaporeans. especially fiona and joseph! life there was good and relax. stress level is almost zero. the most amazing thing is the theme park that i worked in was full of GAYS. is not just the park. they are just all over the place. but i really miss all the peeps there. aweee... will we ever meet again??

2006-05-11T18:00:00.000+08:00

i m finally back to update my blog. well, few things to announce. my exam is finally OVER!!! yahooo... it had been going on and on and on.... cant believe it lasted a month!! Hail to all who survived and endured the long tortourous exam! secondly, i AM FINALLY GOING TO US!!! this is the only motivation that keeps me going for the past one month!! hey all, dun miss me =D i m still contactable thru my mobile number.
another thing is, i DIDNT GET TO VOTE!!! arghh... I WANT TO VOTE!! alright, i shall wait. for what i can say, SALUTE to CHIAM SEE TONG.. he managed to chiam or tong for almost 20 years. what a spectacular figure. another amazing fact was only 2/3 of the population supported PAP. i was expecting a much higher figure than 2/3. here is a suggestion for all parties who wish to gain a foothold in Singapore. they should implement an annual proress package instead of every 5 years or whenever there's an election. there's not even to "win" our trust! alright, enough of political stuff. i recommend u guys if u ever have the chance to come across some taiwanese channels, check out their news. especially on the politics. sometimes u will manage to catch some WWF. in fact, most of time. ;)

alright, decided to stop. pissed by my desktop keyoard. cant type properly. will blog again once my dino is back. (in case those who don't know, dino is my lappie's name. and in case those dunno whats dino, it means dinosaur AND for those who dunno whats lappie, try to figure out yourself ",)

2006-04-12T00:36:00.000+08:00

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion:

You have medium extroversion.
You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party.
Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences.
But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time."

Conscientiousness:

You have low conscientiousness.
Impulsive and off the wall, you don't take life too seriously.
Unfortunately, you sometimes end up regretting your snap decisions.
Overall, you tend to lack focus, and it's difficult for you to get important things done.

Agreeableness:

You have high agreeableness.
You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly.
Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone.
You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance.

Neuroticism:

You have low neuroticism.
You are very emotionally stable and mentally together.
Only the greatest setbacks upset you, and you bounce back quickly.
Overall, you are typically calm and relaxed - making others feel secure.

Openness to experience:

Your openness to new experiences is medium.
You are generally broad minded when it come to new things.
But if something crosses a moral line, there's no way you'll approve of it.
You are suspicious of anything too wacky, though you do still consider creativity a virtue.

The Five Factor Personality Test

2006-04-12T00:32:00.000+08:00

You Are 30% Weird

Not enough to scare other people...
But sometimes you scare yourself.

How Weird Are You?

2006-04-12T00:16:00.000+08:00

You Are 29% Selfish

In general, you are a very giving person who treats others very well.
But at times, you insist on getting your way - when it matters most to you.

How Selfish Are You?

MY LIFE

2006-04-07T01:27:00.000+08:00

My Life. topic of the day. Inspired by my dearest friend, yurin. OOooppss.. i mean yulin. recently got hooked onto the "lion rion" game. in case u dont get what i mean, well, just talk to some prc and u will know. =) *not trying to be crude. i am just stating the facts* have u ever heard of Toy R' US in china? i bet not. coz it is Toy L' US in china! hahahhaha... that's mean! okok... back to My Life. hmmmmm... my life... hmmmmm... my life..... hmmmmmm..... well.......... my life.......... well....... my life......... ahhhhhh....... my life......... ahhhhhhh....... i wud say, hmmmmm......... well............ ah............ (did u get irritated? No? alright.. i shall continue) my life...... hmmmmm........ ahhhhhhhh........... well................... my life............ woooooooooo........... hmmmm................. sighhhh................... hmph.................. ehhhhhhh................ AH HA!
it's full of crap!
*will try to give u serious account some other time*

exciting nitez in NTU

2006-03-26T00:33:00.000+08:00

two things to update.. first of all, i just recieved an sms from an anonymous fellow, asking me whether want to go out now. initially, i was thinking, ya sure! y not. u can have the whole nite waiting for me to appear. but i decided to be nice. SO, i ask him may i know who he is. "Kenji from the net", he replied. i was like... HELL... net?!?! pls dun tell me is IRC... it was donkey years since i last used IRC. and it was really IRC.. he claimed that i gave him my number and we chatted on irc. i asked him for the channel and nickname as i decided to be agatha christie for once. to solve the mystery. but he said it was years back. NICE. i just used this number like few years back and that time i already stopped using IRC. for what i want to say, My dear imposer, PLEASE... for god's sake, GET A LIFE! what do u gain from this?!? i really wonder what's going through your mind?? oops.. my mistake. i doubt u have one. if u do, u wont be doing such mindless thing. so please insert some brain into your head. just a little will do. i hope u read this since u like to be me. i m seriously honoured. =) mindless asshole...

second thing... i strongly recommended those peeps out there who are still deciding which uni to go.. please choose NTU!! i spent my most exciting night in NTU yesterday. it was really an experience. a room for yourself plus a BALCONY too... nice view + cool breeze.. awweeee... what a fantastic place to chill out. so, if u ever want to experience such a vibrant school life.. COME TO NTU... bet u won't regret!! ehhh... what's wrong with me... advertising for ntu... alright, i shall stop all the suspense and nonsense. actually i had a chill out night in TR41 with ah neh and yurin yest!! woooohooo... at the balcony with ice cold beer and chips. anyway, it was the first time that i tried studying with beer. how exciting. so i bet u guys should know how much "work"we did last night =). it was really an experience. yurin, u r lucky! u manage to see my grooviest hiphop dance move last night! hahahahaa...

my 22nd birthday

2006-03-15T16:35:00.000+08:00

hey all, just to update how have i celebrated my 22nd birthday..
070306 birthday eve's eve
well, this was the day when i recieved my first surprise. it was a real surprise! i was touched indeed. this pleasant surprise was give by my DEAREST LABMATES!! bet u guys wont be as lucky as me to have such sweet labmates. hmm.. this was how the surprise went.. as usual, we were piah-ing our lab experiment. at the same time, i was dying of hunger as i only ate a curry puff for the whole day. fyi, lab usually lasted for 3 hours and i was on the verge of fainting. so, they suggested to have some early dinner or tea-break after lab and i agreed. (usually after lab we will go separate ways) but i didnt sense the anything unusual perhaps i guess they were as hungry as me. so, we went to canteen after lab. guess what?!! they bought me a cake! =) i love cake!!! yum yum... besides that, they got me a pair of pretty earrings too! many thanks to GWYN, ANGELA, HAN BOON & GUAN HENG!!

080306 birthday eve =)
went mos to have a countdown fro my bday. ehhh... nothing much happen actually. just like a normal day at mos.

090306 actual day!!!
had dinner with my family at a shanghainese resturant. not bad though. however, mama & eddie edno not around coz they were in BEIJING! as usual, papa was hiam-ing all the food but i would say, there was a dish which i quite like! it is some prawn cooked with salted egg yolk. yum yum... after that, we had cake! my fav black forest!!! yum yum yum... then we headed to crystalbelle (hope i get the spelling correct) for ktv. well, it is actually a small pub where u can drink, sing and play pool. a pretty nice place. something to recommend, the auntie (owner of the place) makes fanatastic konniyaku jelly!! in case u dunno what the hell is that, it is some japanese jelly that was popular once.

100306 post bday celebration
First of all, a BIG THANK YOU to ZHEYI for lending us ur place. it is a wonderful place. have u ever bbq at a high altitude? then u have to go to zheyi's place. it is a pretty nice condo without much security i would say. hahaha.. anyway, it is pretty scary to look down. it makes my knees go jelly. another bad point about bbq-ing at 26 storey high is, U WILL HAVE A HARD TIME STARTING FIRE!!! ggrrr... niwaes, thanks for the preparation of the food and the food just taste too good to be true ;) also, BIG THANK YOU to CHINGHUI, KOK CHUAN, FELIX, ZHEYI, CHEKOON & WEILIANG for the present!! i will make full use of that!

110606 post post bday celebration heh heh
my last day of my bday celebration with some of the air girls. nice of you gals to have dinner with me. we had marche then again, ktv. (superstar in the making) it was really fun to sing with u gals. and shaojun, dont try to talk while 2 msg were singing.. hahaha.. THANKS to u gals, u gals r always the best. HEY, i am still waiting for my present!!
MANY THANKS to SHAOJUN, HUIMIN, SHUJIA & SIAOPING!

wow.. what a long celebration.. thats all folks =)

birthday wishes

2006-02-24T22:29:00.000+08:00

hey all, as my birthday is approaching.. i decided to create a wishlist for u all. pls help me to fulfil them!!!

1. Canon IXUS 55
2. either N70 or W800i
3. a limited edition eastpak backpack
4. G-shock
5. ipod nano

thats all for the time being.
the list may grow!!!
=)

2006-02-16T21:53:00.000+08:00

SAD

i am going LUCKY!!

2006-02-11T01:42:00.000+08:00

I am going lucky.. i finally won something after all the participation in all sort of nonsense!! give it a guess.. c'mon.. guess it... I HAVE WON THE $10 MILLION TOTO!!!! woooohoooo.... yeah.. i wish. how i wish i m that lucky. anyway, it always feel good to win something. i ahve won a $50 CD hamper from universal music. i actually won this hamper from sending a sms to tv-mobile. hahaha.. for those always take bus, i bet u guys should have seen the advert "Send a sms to 72888 with TVM name NRIC to win ..." heh heh.. u guys cant believe that i actually did a sms to that. see, i won! pls believe tvm. i suspect i m the only bo liao person to send an sms to that. but, i never manage to win an ipod, a creative zen, digital camera, my lancom make-up set and etc... HOWEVER, I WON A CD HAMPER!!! what the hell... anyway, i took part in a survey juz now in order to win a Canon Ixus 55. PLEASE PRAY I WILL WIN THAT!! it is in my wishlist. it can save all of the hassle of getting me one. ;)

alright, the world is balance. do you ever rem the law that said no energy can be created or destroyed, however, the engergy can be transform. well, so there is something good, on the flip side of the coin, something bad happened to me. hmmmm... seems like it doesnt link to the law. NVM, i dunno what m i talking about. i am just behaving more n more like an engineer. shit. i have been cracking engineer jokes lately. DAMN! blardy engineers. ook, i am straying. back to my sad news. i got my IA result. i got a blardy godamn C+. all thanks to my beloved ex sup. i should have send u a greeting card. I WISH U DEAD!

HAPPY CNY

2006-02-02T02:16:00.000+08:00

first of all, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!
well, was doing nothing much on chu yi. as usual, wait for cousin eugene and family to first appear. as expected. they came first. then all the aunties + families. boring day.
chu er
went to MOS with shaojun and huimin. well, it was the first time in my life i saw orchard became a ghost town. most of the shops were closed. evem wisma and taka. some of the pics taken..

effect of school

2006-01-24T23:52:00.000+08:00

had been a little tweeny weeny stress lately. due to the large amount of projects to do and they are about to due. anyway, they are still better than IA. hahaha. aniwaes, had been cranky lately. taking weird pictures with weird pose. but i love to pose. muahahhahaa. gonna show u guys some of my favourite pics. and i believe this may be due to stress. the side effect of school.

what a sweet pic. taken by my "only friend" in school. hahahhahahaa.. sweet hat. i m very into hat now. it's the season of hats!! check out my hat. it's unpaid!! hahaha

the new poser look. the cap is proudly sponsored by my poser friend.
there's the my "only" poser friend. hahaha.

the following pictures contain highly explicit contents. pls hold ur breathe....

me and my sis acting cute...

2006-01-18T00:01:00.000+08:00

life has been quite peaceful for me ever since the school starts. juz a few things to update. first of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CALVIN!! thanks for that ONE CUP of CHIVAS! THANKS LEH!! niao-pok. hahahaha... however, clubbing with "uncle" was good. zero dollar spent. wooohoooo... hahaha... sounds like a bytch. but, it was ok. anyway, calvin, i will TRY to get u a present. i WILL TRY!

aniwaes, juz realised i am hanging around 2 weird friends. one is a peeping jane, another called himself kimchi, Joon Kim Chi. hahahaa.. lets talk about the peeping jane first. on one stormy afternoon, i was in a toilet in school. while i was about to do my business.. AAHHHHHH.... a peeping jane pushed open the door. *sob sob* i am hers. *sob sob*

back to kimchi. i got a friend called Joon Kim Chi. Hahahahahahahahahhahaahhahahahahahaha.
Alright, some inside joke. =)

HaPPy NeW YeAr!!

2006-01-01T19:29:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! my new year resolution:
1. i will study REAL hard for the following semesters!!
2. i will lose WEIGHT!
3. i still want W800i
4. i still want Canon Ixus 55
5. i want a mp3 player.

PLEASE HELP ME TO FULFILL THEM!!

31st Dec 2005

fyi, 2005 is the longest year of all. it was due to the retarding turning movement of the earth which gave us a minute more. =) how intellectual. for a start of 2006. hey, this is fact. not any made-up. i heard from the news. wow! NEWS. alright. thats all for the intellectual part.

something funny happened on 31st dec morning. my sis' friend, was supposed to come to my house to get something. however, my sis wasnt at home. so, her friend came, pressed the door bell. alright, i cant hear. then my sis called me, i couldnt hear too. in the end, she came in and took herself! alright, i wasnt aware too! i m a corpse. real corpse. hahaha. i was like dead. perhaps deaf. i need a hearing aid. (this is not part of my new year resolution.)

well, how i spent my last day of 2005. nothing much, juz had steamboat at tiong bahru. well, it was really nice having steamboat on a cold rainy day. no sticky and sweaty feeling. feeling good. we should have steamboat on cold days. then after that, we headed to chinghui's place for mahjong. damn! i lost. i was busy smsing people greetings while playing. whats the moral of the story, NEVER SMS WHILE PLAYING MAHJONG!.

goodbye 2005! time to forget the unhappiness (especially the second half of the year) and look forward for 2006. 2006 will be good for everyone. u guys have my blessing! =)

Live ShreDDer

2005-12-30T01:26:00.000+08:00

have u guys ever seen a LIVE SHREDDER?? well, it doesnt work on battery. it can walk around, have a life of its own. it usually shred papers that are hanging off the corner of your desk. or anything that you want, it will just shred. it is fully automated. and it never fail to shred anything. =) here is the LIVE SHREDDER!!

it has been 5 YeArS....

2005-12-29T02:34:00.000+08:00

it has been 5 years ever since i last saw some of my secondary school classmates. today we had a bbq at nick's place. it was rather kind of him to let us have a long waited bbq at his place. it was really nice to see some of them. however, as usual, we got nothing much to talk about. hahaha.. we still hang around with the same old cliques that we have made ever since then. somehow it makes me ponder. what is the gathering for. those we did not hang out together during our secondary school days are still as distant as ever. except for some greetings like "how are you?" or "what have you been doing lately" kind of stuff. but i would say, it is really nice of those who organised this BBQ. i really appreciate the effort taken for this bbq. it was quite a successful one as many did turn up unexpectedly after 5 years. really glad to see some old classmates. we had a great time taking pictures non-stop. really non-stop! anyway, juz a BIG THANK YOU for the organizers for this BBQ! some of the pics taken at the bbq...

somehow i think the 3 of us look alike in this pic. u r lucky, kc.

nick, me and tricia

some of us..

some of us again...

all of us..

da food...

Add On to XMAS...

2005-12-27T16:36:00.000+08:00

here are some of the pics taken at duncan's place.

look at that pan of spaggetti. was cooked by me. i am proud of it manz. =) plus some ham, roast beef and turkey breast! all prepared by me, tricia and chinghui! the future ang moh zi cha store..

Log cake from TCC

from present from felix!

the 3 of us. alright, i look ghostly.

all of us.... =)

MeRRy ChRistMas

2005-12-25T17:56:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!! hohoho.. same as laz year, we spent a night at duncan's place but the only difference is, this year duncan is not around. how weird. hahahaa.. but who cares. =) we bought some so called deluxe dinner from coldstorage. damn. no more pics to show u guys. in the end, we got 3 vacuumed meat loaves. we got a hard time slicing them and finishing them! afterall, it doesnt taste that bad. on top of that, we had stir-fried spagetti. ehh.. which looks like abit like hongkong fried mee in the end. hahaha. will show ya da pics. anyway, recieved quite a no of gifts this year. i have divided the pressies into 2 categories, namely, the "wow" and the "duhh". let me show u guys the "duhh" pressies first.

The "DUHHH" presents....

from my eldest sis

from my third sis..

from my fourth sis...

this is the ultimate proof! see carefully!! can be redeem!!!

the "WOW" presents....

from the gift exchange.. from felix

from my second sis.. a pair of earrings and necklace

another pair of earrings from chinghui..

a ring from tricia..

THANK YOU EVERYBODY!! LOVE YA ALL... =)

the quality of these pics wasnt that fantastic as it was taken with a camera phone instead of a proper camera. sorry abt that.

2005-12-20T00:57:00.000+08:00

hey guys, as the season of giving and sharing is approaching.. i decided to create a wishlist for u guys juz in case u guys want to give me a surprise or something. this is also to make life easier for u guys too.. heh..

1. W800i
2. Canon Ixus 55
3. hopefully i will win a creative ZEN neeon.. (well, u guys juz have to pray for me that i will win!)
4. a notebook from borders. (with lots of colourful pages)
5. a nice backpack for school (no deuter pls)

that's all folks.. please help me to fulfill them!! -)

BBQ again with Siemens

2005-12-18T00:48:00.000+08:00

today went to the bbq organised by my previous company. the bbq was held at a pretty nice place, cavendish park. however, this time round wasnt as fantastic as the previous one. firstly, the food was not as gd as before. secondly, there were lesser people thats y maybe they didnt get that much food. thirdly, i was pissed by a guy and partly pissed and partly hurted by another fellow's remarks. lets go to the partly pissed and partly hurted incident first. can u ever image someone said something like this to u at a bqq:
"ehh, i think u r never up to the cut to be an engineer.."
i was like, ya right, fucker, are u a part time fortune teller? *thinking in my mind*
but i said, "an attachment doesnt mean my future.." whats the matter if i ever want to be an engineer in future? ggrrr....

the second incident, i was really bugged by a bug!! alright asshole, i know u knew i wasnt on very good terms with my ex sup, so for god's sake, STOP ASKING ME THE SAME OLD BLARDY QUESTIONS!! u r juz trying to squeeze something out from me to spread around. that bug, had been asking me ever since i was in siemens. he cant even let me off during the bbq. the bug always goes like this'
bug: "so how's your stay in siemens?"
me: "yeah, fine."
bug: "are u sure?"
me: "yes, i am quite sure."
bug : "u sure? this is not really what i heard."
me: "i am sure. so what have u heard?"
bug: "nothing. i juz want to make sure. so how u find alfred(my sup)?"
me: "ya, he is fine."
bug: " u sure?"
i was like... u godamit fucker! since u knew it, juz shut it! and the conversation goes on and on and on and on and on and on in this manner.. if he didnt get anything, he will try five minutes later. he was lucky. i wasnt tipsy. i m sure i will smash the bottle on his head. does it make him feel better if i ever badmouth my ex sup to him??!? i wonder. bytch.

luckily overall wasnt that bad. i got a chatting company there. nope. not frauke. frauke wasnt there. think it will be better if frauke was there today. luckily joshua brought a friend. at least i can have her company. or else the bug will never let me off. i was seriously wondering how come i can talk to anybody except those in my dept. whats wrong with me or whats wrong with them. i wonder again.

so, whats wrong.

Good Bye Siemens

2005-12-10T23:14:00.000+08:00

yesterday was my last day in siemens. well, i couldnt say i was extremely happy, but i was not sad either. just a kind of lost. however, i was alittle sad though. no more coffee breaks with my only-can-talk friend in office. FRAUKE. she is another intern from germany. =) really enjoyed those breaks with her in office. ever since she came, my lonely life became much much better. at least i dun have to face the wall everyday! i can sense she is a little sad too. coz she a lost a chao geng friend too. hahhahaa. but yesterday was also my first and last time talking to some of my colleagues. how weird. anyway, yesterday was also the time i talked the most to my most beloved one in my whole department. (not frauke) not going to tell u guys! heh heh.. keep on guessing man... for what i can say, my stay in siemens wasnt really a pleasant one.. BUT.. it is really worthwhile.. to see some scheming fellows doing "things" behind someone.. somehow it did amuse me. wtf the guy is doing?!? by doing that really make his life much better?? and of coz, i did meet some nice peeps too. juz some shoutouts to some of ya even though i know all of them wun read this.. juz feel that it is nice to mention them.. =)

SHOUTOUTS:

frauke: it is really nice knowing u and u really made a difference in my life. really. a much better life.
darren: well, u r the first person who really talk to me. i m glad to have u around.
sam, soonkeat, matthias, steffi, frauke, darren, hoongyih, marie: THANKS for the dinner on wed! really appreciate u guys for turning up! the drinking time at insomnia too!
maxin & edwin: thanks for the treat at sushi teh! and also all the hot sizzling gossips! haa..
engchong, pohchye, derek, willis: thanks for all those wonderful lunch and some nonsensical survival tips in office. ;)

The PrEsSie WORTH WAITING FOR....

2005-12-09T22:40:00.000+08:00

After exactly nine months, i finally recieved my very belated birthday pressie from my dearest frien, SHAOJUN!! well, u will know y i said this is a present worth waiting for.. hold ye breathe!

awwwww... isn't it pretty?? well gals, dun be jealous! i waited for exactly 9 months! THANKS SHAOJUN. i loved that.. =)

Solemnization of BRANDO & JAC

2005-12-01T23:11:00.000+08:00

Solmenization of Brando & Jac 26th NOv 2005

pretty kym and pretty jac

min and me. on our way to meridien hotel.

the famous 5 + mama.
Happy Familyedna and philipthe groom and the bride smoochingthe taiwanese pose

COuntdown to the end of my SHIT IA

2005-11-26T21:55:00.000+08:00

7 days to the end of my attachment. what can i say at this moment.. YAHOOOOOOoooOOOoooo...... i am finally going to my torturous 22 wks of shit attachment.
what have i learnt, well.. pretty much.. my job scope now is partly runner and acting busy w/o getting suspicious BUT.. i had a hard time getting along with those peeps there. thats the main issue.. sighh.. for what i can say, the hardest shit in the whole attachment is to fight to keep yourself awake. hahahhahahaa...
hummm.. working life is relatively scary. it is where u will see those unscupulous peeps sneak behind your back and give u a nice stab! terribly terrible. it did not happen to me (i hope) but somehow i witnessed it. of course, there are also some nice peeps there. but the actions of those rats somehow makes me abit more sensitive and suspicious than ever. why. whats the point of doing something that is sooOoooo LOW! what a sad reality.

anyway, something happy to share with u guys.. my 2nd sis got married last sat (261105)!!! well, jac and brando, u guys got all our blessing!!!! hope i will have a niece/nephew soon =) aniwaes, will the pics asap. juz hang on for a while. =)

Chinese Snail for DINNER??

2005-11-19T12:55:00.000+08:00

few things to update:

1. failed my advanced theory test. ok. fine. i didnt study.

2. watched harry potter yesterday. well, not bad. but i still prefer the exorcism of emily rose.

3. the exciting part: chinese snail for dinner.

was having dinner with my eldest sis at crystal jade (great world) while waiting for the show to start. we were having our fav dish, the veg cooked with 3 kinds of eggs in soup. while i was having the last bit of veggie, i chewed something crunchy. i spat it out. GOOD'OL GRACIOUS ME!!! a tweeny weeny snail! yucks! well, i bet the snail was from china and not france. too bad.. i dun have a camera with me.. or else can show u guys the half-chewed tweeny weeny snail. =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JAC, SHAOJUN & WEILIANG

2005-11-07T23:12:00.000+08:00

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HAppy BirTHdAy to JAC!!! wooohoooo.. sorry.. no pressie for ya.. hehehehe...

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HappY BirThDay ShaojUn... hope u like the pressie and here sth for ya... =)

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HaPPy BirThday WeiLiang!!! still in the midst of searching for ur pressie.. hang on there..

hope u all will a joyous day on this special day of urs... may all ur dreamz come true.. =)

Hari Raya Eve

2005-11-06T23:50:00.000+08:00

031105 Selamat Hari Raya!

supposingly to be a happening night.. well.. but things turned out otherwise.. but still, somehow it was a little happening in one sense or another.. heh.. read to check it out..

Plan of the nite 031105

was supposed to down a bottle of vodka (proudly sponsored by me again!!! ramesh: u better pay me! long: u dun have to pay coz of the cabby & mixer) to get ourselves high before we head to phuture. we found a comfortable spot at toh yi area... heh.. GUESS WHERE??? senior citizen corner nx to some police post. =) nice spot. aniwaes, we juz had our vodka there. well, we didnt manage to down that bottle of vodka, left a little. we headed for phuture.

when we reached phuture,
GODAMNIT!!! look at the f*cking queue!!! it was freaking long... so long that i bet u cant imagine it.. so we decided to go club momo as we knew it was impossible to get into phuture.

when we reached club momo,
WALAU!!! same old shit again. full house + long long long long long long long LOOOONNNGGG queue. next destination: O bar.

when we reached O bar,
HELL.

next destination: Coco latte
hem.. no queue.. BUT.. *not trying to be mean* we had a "little boy" (coz he is underage & he cant get in) with us and we cant leave him out there.. SoooOooo.. we hang outside coco latte deciding what shall we do..

20 min later...
VioLa!! the "little boy" decided to go home.. well, he saved our nitez! actually quite sorry abt that though...

the happening part,
while we were drinking + dancing for some time, something strange happened.. my dear fren was getting tispy... ultimately... became a CORPSE!! well.. since there's a coprse, there will be an undertaker right..

well, now have guess the corpse & undertaker contest!!! the corpse & undertaker are in one of the pics.. heh heh...

piCs from ShAoJuN's BdAy pArTy...

2005-11-06T23:35:00.000+08:00

here are some of the pics taken during shaojun's birthday party...

shaojun & me.

the NCC gals + one bf + niran

the NCC peeps + some bfs
those were the days =)

Y AM I SO LAZY??

2005-10-31T22:49:00.000+08:00

it has been quite some time ever since i last updated my blog.. well, nothing special going on lately. juz some routined life. wake up--go work--act busy in office--lunch--act busy again--home. recently i was quite lost with my work in office. i am not totally free and got things to do. i realised i got tonnes to do, but but, juz somehow too lost to continue. i have so many shit on hand to clear, yet i still chose to sit and waste my life away in office. Y AM I SO LAZY??? y y y.. pls tell me y...
anyway.. one exciting news... I AM GOING TO NEW YORK!!! yankees!! here i come!!!

muahahahahahhahaa... well.. it will be next may june and july. i will be away for 3 months... to work and travel. so exciting.. my first time to US! i was reading in borders few days back. i got really excited. especially when i was looking at BRAZIL.. brazil. paradise. Rio de Janeiro.
ONE LAST THING
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHAOJUN & JANE!!!!!!!!!
thanks for inviting to your parties!! hope u gals will like the pressies!!!
anyway, was really pleased to meet some old frens!! especially NIRAN!! it has been 5 years ever since we laz met!! really glad to see u! thanks for party, shaojun!

jane: finally understand how u get ur happening-ness from! hahahhaa!! really envious u have such a happening family and u look really pretty! =)

NEVER SHIT ALONE AT HOME

2005-10-20T15:57:00.000+08:00

today gonna be the last day of my 3 days long MC. me suffering from some throat infection. my beloved family doc gave me 3 days mc.. woooooohooooooo.... so, was alone at home for the past few days. but juz now something tragic happened. i was doing u-know-what-business in the toilet. *was having a shiok time* when i was almoz done, trying to reach for some some toilet paper. WHAT THE HELL!! theres no toilet paper!!! gggrrrr.... i m ALONE AT HOME!!.. God, pls help me... called for my useless dog, he came to the toilet door. he gave me those he juz woke up look... alright, i forgot he is useless. what am i going to do man.. wait for someone to come home? dash out to grab some tissue? ARGH!!... while i was looking around, something caught my eyes.. BABY WIPES.. wth is a box of baby wipes doing in my house.. theres no babies in my house. anyway, i juz have to use it... WooOOooHooOoo... it's cooling and soothing... shld have use babywipes all along man. after the babywipes, u will realise how rough and tough toilet paper is... heh heh.. so what's the moral of the story, nv shit alone at home manz..

SIEMENS & ME

2005-10-19T10:11:00.000+08:00

some introduction.. currently i am an underpaid employee of siemens (doing my attachment la). first qns u guys moz porbably will asked, "can get staff discount for handphone?" neh.. u shallow peeps.. siemens had long sold their hp production line to benQ.. hahaha (juz kidding) the siemens i am working with produces hearing aids. the most amazing part is one fooking hearing aid costs thousands!! OMG! so lets pray we wun get deaf.. okok... thats not the main point. i muz tell all of u my grievances.. i am sitting at a you-all-can-see-me-but-i-cant-see-you-all position. i am facing a cupboard and the next human being is at least feet away from me. *okok i am exaggerating* alright, i have drew my office seating plan. they have claimed i got the worst feng shui in the office thats y no one want to sit there. thanks man. no wonder i am so shuay. what they have claimed my place is a dagger seat, facing the door blah blah blah.. anyway, for what u guys need to know is where i am sitting.. the rest not impt.. heh...

btw, another interesting stuff to share... Oktoberfeast! the BEST BBQ i ever had! oktoberfeast was organised by my dept... unlimited german food and beer! wooohoooo.... really.. WOOOOOHOOOOO........... haha.. alright.. some pics for ya..

steffi, me, yulin, frauke --> INTERN RULEZ

markus, marie and yulin

me, steffi, joshua and marie cheering. alright, i look awful.

some german food..

AMAZING: BLOGGERS

2005-10-15T00:47:00.000+08:00

hey peeps.. sorry to disappoint u guys.. gotta remove my hot sizzling gossip... ganna complained! DAMN! well... y amazing: bloggers.. FIRST OF ALL, muz apologize for my incompetenacy of creating such an exciting blog. HELL.. those bloggers muz have the hell of the time to create sooOoooOOoOOOOoooOOoo many functions/skin/wateva shit in their blogs.. AMAZING!!! so guys, pls advise me in this area... i couldnt even create a pretty tagboard/chatterbox/whatever u call that.. i cant shift it.. stuck in the middle.. all i manage to do was found some script and paste it.. heh heh.. and friends.. pls show some interest in my BLOG man! it's DEAD!!

GOSSIP OF THE MONTH

2005-10-06T18:54:00.000+08:00

hey peeps.. as i promised.. some gossip for ye.. well.. actually.. this gossip doesnt concern me at all and it may not interest u too.. BUT, i was forced by a sam seng fren to write it down in my blog.. she wants to share her sorrow with all of us.. u guys may not understand the story well mainly due to 2 main factors, 1) bad command of english (pls pardon me) and 2) the complexity of the story.. i will try to illustrate it.. in order to protect the identities of the following MONkeys involved, their name had been changed.. well, this is how the story goes...

CENSORED

the above story was based on a true live story.. anyway, wish MONgal will be able to get out of this entangled triangle love.. ALL THE BEST TO THE 3 MONKEYS... cheers~

*aHeM....

2005-10-05T23:31:00.000+08:00

hELLo FoLKs... welcome to my BLOG.... this is the place where YoU GUYS will get the Latest HOT SiZZLiNg gossip in ToWn!!! WooooooooHoooooooooo...... yeah right... dream on kapoys... heh heh... WeLL... for all i want to say... peeps, welcome to my life... =)